Pretending to be a kid again makes it all better.

EVERYTHING SUCKS.

EVERYTHINNNNGGGGGG.

I had an assignment due today, which I couldn’t even start because I had Death Cramps so bad I couldn’t stand up. That happens sometimes. When it does I spend a day or two avoiding life and all its obligations. Best of all, I’ve never bothered seeing a doctor before because I never thought it’d interfere with something actually important……… welp.

I’ve made that appointment now, heh. I don’t think it’s likely that the doctor’s going to consider Death Cramps a legit excuse (it’s so high school-y), but that just makes it even more of a reason to make sure that it doesn’t happen again – if only because I can’t handle the guilt of not handing something in. I deliberately went without sleep last night because the IRRATIONAL WOMAN!!!111 in me needed to punish myself somehow. You don’t go “Oh noes, I can’t do this assignment!” and then go to sleep. No. There must be suffering. I’m so tired of things not going as planned.

In the last hour or so I’ve started to be a little nicer to myself. Dropping out of university foreverrrr does not perhaps merit not being well enough to do a simple 15% assignment. Nevertheless, I still feel too guilty to study anything tonight (“OH SUUUREE YOU STUDY NOW, WHAT ABOUT LAST NIGHT WHEN YOU REALLY NEEDED TO DO THINGS HUH. HUHHHH“). So how do you fix this? Dollies! Here are the ones that I really adore. :3

• Luella – Delf Miyu (I am so heartbroken that Lorti sold her. Why am I so emotionally invested in a doll that I don’t even own.)
• Diva – Iplehouse EID Luna
• Minifee Chloes. :3 Especially this one, this one, this one and this one.
• Caroline’s Unoa Lusis mod
• Supia Rosy

So pretty~! Unless dolls freak you out. In which case, HAH now your day sucks as much as mine.